Bout to drop this first video anyday now...hard deadline is the 11th..I figured it to be fitting lol...

Now that I have gotten through the entire process with one video, I know it will go much faster as I start working through all of the rest of my footage.

 

I am really excited to share this with you'all (and youtube/rest of the world) bc it has been SERIOUSLY therapeutic for me.

 

First, the actual act of cleaning the house, removing a bunch of crap, and reorganizing has given me more space and freedom than I have had in years.

 

Additionally, putting it all on video has given me the energy to actually PUSH thru and has provided me with much-needed accountability, since there is no one here (besides the kids--and anyone who has kids--knows how that goes) to help me along.

 

Finally, watching myself struggle through these projects and then realizing EXACTY HOW MUCH PROGRESS I have made. I can't lie to myself or re-write history on this one.

 

I have video evidence of my growth!

 

The more I edit, the lighter I feel, and this is only the first video! I have completely transformed this place since then and it is an amazing feeling.

 

I am Really excited for this new season in my life.

 

Like legit, when in doubt "make your MESS your MESSAGE" and you will start to see a way out. 

 

Look for me on youtube as Lindsey Breegan.