LOL...youtube has a drama unfolding right now. About three weeks ago, this chick showed up on my feed and I watched her video about being homeless in a car and subscribed.
Within a week...this "brand new channel" had like 40k subs (and now is up to 81k). Her whole sob story was that she had a full-time job but couldn't afford the expensive rents in Ventura, so she was living in her car.
Of course, I was pretty freaking jealous watching all of this...but she kept saying Jesus this, Jesus that, so I told myself to stop being a hater, and resigned myself to the fact that God is giving her a platform, but not me.
She started getting all of these donations. After about a week, she quit her job and moved her car to LA where she was going to be a full-time youtuber.
She started staying in super nice hotels and went shopping for a Mercedes van. She started calling her following "watermelons" and randomly met a youtube producer after chasing down his sandwich bag in a Starbucks.
She now says she never ever thought about being an actress, but that must be what GOD wants.
I think it was about when she went to the Benz dealership that people started to go....hmmmm... Now she has multiple channels on high-alert trying to expose her grift.
Her comment section went from "we feel for you," to "we have been scammed." ALL WITHIN THE MONTH OF AUGUST!!
This shit is highly entertaining. Now there are people all over the internet trying to figure out who this chick is and she has no socials...only a yt and a patreon that charges like $983/mo.
OMG! And, for me, lesson learned. Just bc they SAY they are for God does not necessarily mean they are.
Saturday, July 23, 2022
Things have been looking up this week. The weather is better
and that always puts me in a good mood. Yesterday I woke up and the sun
was out and it was nice and windy. Perfect laundry hanging weather.
Even the horses next door seemed to be in good spirits, they were
running all around, whinnying and just having a ball.
Seriously stoked on this laundry scene here. It has been raining off
and on for close to a month here which is why the mountains are so
green. Intermittent rain sucks for getting stuff dry, however, so I am
extra happy about the weather.
View from my backyard. Horses are chillin' at the moment.
Close-up of the horses.
I called the 1-800 number and talked to a lady at the IRS who told me
that she "could" look up my case but that she wouldn't get anything on
the screen that wasn't already in the letter that they sent. What?! I
asked about twelve different ways if there was any way to find out where
I am in the process and/or why this is happening and she was less than
helpful to say the least. It's gonna be a long wait for the refund, so I
have been doing the bread thing, as well as doubling up on my online
efforts with the creation of some orgonite listings on ebay. I just got
paid by Amazon so I was able to order a new phone. I'm going 2015 with
it and getting an I Phone 6 Plus. I am excited to have a phone again.
It's sketchy being out on the road without a way to communicate if
anything goes wrong on my car. I have also been unable to pick up any
out of the house work since I have no way to keep in contact with the
kids.
Since the weather has been nice and there are waves all along the
coast, the kids and I have returned to the beach twice this week. We
are still easily selling almost all of the bread in about a half an hour
and it is not even summer yet (busy tourist season). I have been
really thinking about this and watching the Shave ice man out there
everyday with CROWDS around him, and I am starting to consider buying
YET another 10x10 tent and just setting up at the beach for the summer.
Maklaha is super busy and people know that so there are actually a
number of food vendors there on really busy weekends.
I am not a really a food vendor tho, this bread thing is just
something I usually do over the summer when there are mangoes (mango
bread-possibly the easiest sale there is to make). It has made me quite
a bit of money over the last few years, but I have also gained a pretty
gnarly allergy, so I do not enjoy it as much as before. (lol) Anyway,
I have been thinking for a while about taking my orgonite out there and
making a bunch of the small ones to sell. As they are only $25, they
would be perfect for young tourist girls who are out with their parents.
It would also be another way to get the word out about my products.
There is another beach that I will introduce you folks to at some
point, called Yokohamas. It is at the absolute end of the road on this
side and there is NO ONE selling ANYTHING out there so I am seriously
considering stealing the shave ice dudes idea and taking it down there.
I have made decent money there on a number of occasions, but it is
EXTRA hot down there, so a tent is a must. People camp out there for
weeks on end, and it is a must-see for those who are brave enough to
come this far, so there is no shortage of people. They are a captive
audience, so yeah, the wheels have been turning.
Since the weather has been so much better and I got such a good
response from the last set, I will post a few more pics of Makaha from
this week. I think I will do a full write-up of our world-famous beach
here soon. There is so much culture and tradition here that I am
excited to share with you folks!
Monday, November 8, 2021
Bout to drop this first video anyday now...hard deadline is the 11th..I figured it to be fitting lol...
Now that I have gotten through the entire process with one video, I know it will go much faster as I start working through all of the rest of my footage.
I am really excited to share this with you'all (and youtube/rest of the world) bc it has been SERIOUSLY therapeutic for me.
First, the actual act of cleaning the house, removing a bunch of crap, and reorganizing has given me more space and freedom than I have had in years.
Additionally, putting it all on video has given me the energy to actually PUSH thru and has provided me with much-needed accountability, since there is no one here (besides the kids--and anyone who has kids--knows how that goes) to help me along.
Finally, watching myself struggle through these projects and then realizing EXACTY HOW MUCH PROGRESS I have made. I can't lie to myself or re-write history on this one.
I have video evidence of my growth!
The more I edit, the lighter I feel, and this is only the first video! I have completely transformed this place since then and it is an amazing feeling.
I am Really excited for this new season in my life.
Like legit, when in doubt "make your MESS your MESSAGE" and you will start to see a way out.
Look for me on youtube as Lindsey Breegan.
Wednesday, August 11, 2021
Today was a good day. Kaliya had an appointment for a filling at the dentist. While she was in there Jojo and I hung out in the FedEx next door and surfed the net and I worked on my new business cards.
It has been SO FREAKING HOT. The air conditioning was delicious and cruising the net in the back away from everyone else, felt positively NORMAL lol.
They had a bunch of books on the wall, one of which, "Think and Grow Rich" has been on my short-list for a VERY long time. While we were sitting there, I read the first couple chapters, and I INSTANTLY understood why this is one of the SINGLE MOST recommended self-help books of all time. Like, really REALLY good. So good I want to start reading to the kids again like they are 5 and 6, so I can be sure they consume this information.
After we finished there, we drove to town. I took the scenic routes all over makiki and kalihi looking for the right way onto the Pali lol. We finally found our way to the correct side of the Pali and took ourselves to Nuuanu and Jack-ass ginger where I SWEAR I saw one of the chickens we dropped off a couple months ago living her best life.
Went to the pool and watched these two young boys from the mainland just having A BLAST and it reminded me how special this place is. Watching them AND my kids having a great time, I really wished I had brought both of my cameras. My phone was dead as well, so no pics of this particular excursion. Added Bonus, the White Ginger all along the road on the way up was in bloom, so I grabbed a BUNCH and am now looking at a beautiful arrangement in the kitchen.
After that, we took the scenic route all through Ward, and WHOA!! It looks completely different from even 2-3 years ago when I rode through there last. What a trip!! I seriously got lost on roads that I used to know like the back of my hand. It is so crazy how things change and it makes me feel old lol
On the way to Costco, I saw a BUNCH of police officers at the Capital and then at least 100 protesters AFTER DARK, holding signs against the new vaccine mandates. I had no idea that they were out there again today. It makes me SOOOOOOOO happy to see regular people resisting this BS. Of course, I HONKED and HONKED!!!
Anyway, we ended our night at Costco, where I bought a shit ton of food and also found this awesome lil kitchen cart that I just couldn't resist.
I am still working my way (and filming as I go along--I have 11 hours of footage rather than the 2-3 I previous estimated) through the house and this thing will make it look THAT much better AND give me another countertop and some more storage space AS WELL as provide content for another video,. I swear, shelves are my thing for YT....lol.....
Hello again to all of the people who are NOT reading this blog lol. I really have no rhyme or reason anymore. This was to be my ultimate masterpiece, a place where I pick apart all of the major conspiracies, one by one, and I have done a lot of that, but things are changing in my life and so is my focus. I am mainly posting here because I am so so so sick of facebook and being hated on by the drones who populate that site, so here's a lil update:
Made some MAJOR MAJOR progress yesterday with the #greatpurgeof2021, like so much that I could barely sleep with all of the new and cleansed energy that was swirling around me last night. Woke up feeling completely different and lighter this morning.
For those of you who have been here and know what this place has been looking like, I can now walk freely through the yard, patio area, my room, and living room. There are so FEW piles compared to even a month ago and most of them are organized with tupperwares waiting for them. The LAST hotspot (besides my under-cabinet area in the kitchen, which has already been gone over several times and will be quick and easy for the final organize) is the outside "dry storage" area.
I am through the giant laundry pile. I have cleared out all of the trash, a bunch of broken and unwanted stuff, and donated more bags and boxes than I can possibly keep track of.
Though I have yet to get an actual video up on Youtube, I have been documenting ALL of this. I have been slowly getting Jojo involved in both the cleaning/organizing and filming and things are really getting somewhere!! I would say I have 5-6 hours of footage as I have filled up two memory cards so far. We are kinda stuck ATM with no memory and I am still not too learned on the editing software.
I am ordering more memory cards, but since Jojo wants to learn Davinci and make his own vids (but his computer is not powerful enough--I forgot to tell ya'll I took that POS cheapie back and got myself the new MAC MINI) I am planning to learn Davinci along with him and hopefully (fingers crossed) get him started editing my stuff lol
The funny thing is, as I have said all along, when I finally get to the point where I actually can handle living here, something will change and I'll be able to move out. I feel like this whole thing with this tiny house and having to sort through all of this shit is a lot of my unresolved shit making a presence in this part of my life. Like if I don't deal with it (and beat it) once and for all, I will not hit the next level.
What do you know, in the middle of all of this craziness, a letter arrived from sec 8 saying that we have an inspection coming up in Aug. I am not too sure this place can even pass this inspection, and if my landlord has any hope of making it happen, she will have to put A LOT of work into this house.
Either way, I WIN. LOL.
No matter what, the lease is up on Jan 21 of next year and I can take my sec 8 and move somewhere better.
It all started on 11/11 when a voice deep within my soul told me to go all in and book a ticket to DC to witness the #millionmagamarch. What came from that was four days of absolute beauty where I was able to have honest, woke conversations with many people as I made my way to, through, and, back from Washington DC (STILL NOT SICK AT ALL AFTER BEING IN A CROWD OF AT LEAST 200k)!!
I was able to shoot a lot of the march (which I will post soon, I promise), and making my reaction video to it (and the reaction I got in return) FULLY convinced me that this re-branding that I have been engaging with within my own business has finally found its way.
I have been saying for MONTHS that I want to switch to "information products" rather than the actual physical products that I have been selling for over five years now. I get that they help people FEEL better, but at this point in my life, I want to inspire people to BE THE CHANGE!
I have kept my life as an INFORMATION WARRIOR to the side and as "activism" for way tooooooo long and I honestly cannot tell you how many times I have told the people around me that I would have grown my audience hugely if I had just stuck with writing my blog that I started nearly ten years ago. I probably would have been de-platformed just like Alex Jones, but hey, one can dream lol.
Whelp, as if could have talked myself out of this (which I maybe would have), I came home to the SECOND Virtual Unleash the Power Within that I have done this year, and FOUR days of confidence and dream building.
That came to a conclusion today on 11/22, the 57th anniversary of the death of JFK, prolly the MAIN incident that woke me up to the conspiracy that is the deep state. This is a HUGE date for me and the country and is Yet ANOTHER synchronicity/sign that I am on the right track.
ALL I can say is that if you have a chance to do ANY KIND of personal development with TR, you should, he is a beautiful man who REALLY does not care about what society has to say about norms OR greatness, and he emanates that from his entire being.
I WILL be reaching out to a few of my FB friends in the next few days to see if they will be willing to do interviews with me for my upcoming series. I have gathered MANY of the most serious and accomplished minds in society and I would like to share this abundance with those who have not.
Finally, I am one who goes with the signs and the signs have said to me this week that the "truthers" need some encouragement and personal development bc this battle is SPIRITUAL and INSANE and we are reaching the final stages.
Watch out tomorrow for a really cool vid FOR THE TRUTHERS on OBLITERATING your LIMITING BELIEFS, namely the ones that says "I can't make a difference."
I got you, we will change everything TOGETHER!!
Love you all sooooo much!!!
Wednesday, November 18, 2020
Whelp, here we are. A full four years after my last post, which just so happened to be about Donald Trump, who is the subject of this my first post in four years and the first of this crazy-ass 2020. Admittedly, the last DT post was made around the 2016 election, an old story I had written, and I posted it just because of the fact that he was such a controversial figure in the news at the time.
Little did I know, I would become intrigued by the man after watching the Mainstream media attack him incessantly. In the beginning of all of this, I really didn't see any reason to see him as anything other than a typical, sold-old, elitist.
Three years later, three years of watching the mainstream media call him everything from "unhinged" to the "most egregious criminal of our time" made me take a deeper look, because as anyone who has followed this blog at all knows, the I have zero trust in the mainstream media, who seems to have switched their focus from being complicit in reporting false flag terror attacks as real, to being an outright mouthpiece for the deep state and now doing everything in their power to pull off a stolen election.
Since I have been home for the most part since March, I have had a chance to really dig deep, fight the google algorithms and really starts to uncover some information about the last four years that is beyond disturbing. Most of this has been hidden from us for years now as the algorithms have done everything to obstruct the average citizen who is aiming to find the truth.
I have been caught up in selling/business and raising children for the last few years and the blog has gone by the wayside. I've actually built quite a following on facebook and this is where I have spent the majority of my time as an activist over the past few years. I am sick of the censorship, however, and I have decided, as a result, to come back to this platform to expose whatever I can.
I 1000% believe in synchronicity. A woman who randomly bought an orgonite from me on etsy and became my friend on facebook, posted this video at the beginning of the first shutdown and it spoke to me sooo deeply. I have held onto the message since then. This woman has legit bee m lnk to sanity since March. I invite you to watch some of her analysis.
Ironically, this video was posted back in March when we first found out about covid, the pandemic and the initial shut downs. A woman who bought a piece of orgonite from me on Etsy and became my friend on fb posted it on her timeline and it hit me right in the gut and felt like 100$
Magenta Pixie: Optical illusion (7 min)
Stay the course. The JB supporters will mock and tease DT and all of those who support him. Do not despair, do not feel defeated. Justice will be done. Those who cheat and lie will always be exposed. We have right on our side. Cheating and lying ALWAYS comes to light. Together, we can create a wall of love around those who are currently dancing with B and those who they see as bitter, sore loser. We know that DT has the dignity and the grace to leave and bow out if this was the trus choice of the American people. The majority of the American people have chosen DT in a landslide victory. There are those who continue to say that DT is the rightful winner. Ths is LITERALLY FAKE NEWS and it must be called out by those who are warriors for the truth.
DT and JB are not in any way equal in energy. DT represents light and JB represents darkness or evil. We are looking at the representation of good vs evil in physical form. We cannot get rid of the old order without showing the light/dark battle to the entire world and
JBs announced win is an illusion and means nothing. DT is the real and true president and he willremain. He has been, is and will remain pivotal in the creation of a new system. Stay strong. Keep your golden shields around you and you cannot be attacked by those who are rejoicing in the illusion of the win. Hold fast to the path of truth and the sword of truth which is excalibur.
Dandapani: Whatever you invest your energy in, will grow. Energy has no idea of what is right or wrong, what is positive or negative, it will grow whatever you focus on.
Watching the MSM with their incessant spin. CBS Live reporting There is already a lawsuit that was seen in the commonwealth court and they ruled in favor of the Trump Campaign. So even
Philadelphia
Massive "update" in software the day before the election led to the polls being shut down and voting times extended.
